It’s so easy to take for granted everyday, seemingly mediocre things like waking up feeling refreshed, being able to breathe freely and tasting all your meals. After being sick for at least 4 days straight now, I’m only beginning to see and feel progress towards being back to my healthy self.
It hurt to sleep; it hurt to wake up. I couldn’t hold down a couple of spoonfuls of broth. It seemed that no matter how many different pills I took, I would not get better. Nothing I loved the most seemed to comfort me: music was no where to be found, my Mac was too bright to look at, my boyfriend’s embrace was too hot, I had no desire or taste for any kind of food. I tried to make the best of it, but it really felt like I was dying.
Ok, maybe I’m being overdramatizing things a bit, but I missed the things I enjoyed most. Now that it seems that I’m regaining my senses again, I’m more sensitive and appreciative of the simple things. I can breathe through my nose without congestion, I can drive my car without difficulty, I can sing without strain, I can sit still and see a spectacular sunset and I can enjoy my favorite food for dinner.
I think I would have been more miserable and sick longer if I didn’t have Jon’s thoughtfulness and care-taking. Having people who care about you and support you through your illness helps you heal faster physically and emotionally. I thank God for the friends and family I have in my life. I hope to not ever take these things for granted so easily.