25 8 / 2008
Little Things Matter Most
It’s so easy to take for granted everyday, seemingly mediocre things like waking up feeling refreshed, being able to breathe freely and tasting all your meals. After being sick for at least 4 days straight now, I’m only beginning to see and feel progress towards being back to my healthy self.
It hurt to sleep; it hurt to wake up. I couldn’t hold down a couple of spoonfuls of broth. It seemed that no matter how many different pills I took, I would not get better. Nothing I loved the most seemed to comfort me: music was no where to be found, my Mac was too bright to look at, my boyfriend’s embrace was too hot, I had no desire or taste for any kind of food. I tried to make the best of it, but it really felt like I was dying.
Ok, maybe I’m being overdramatizing things a bit, but I missed the things I enjoyed most. Now that it seems that I’m regaining my senses again, I’m more sensitive and appreciative of the simple things. I can breathe through my nose without congestion, I can drive my car without difficulty, I can sing without strain, I can sit still and see a spectacular sunset and I can enjoy my favorite food for dinner.
I think I would have been more miserable and sick longer if I didn’t have Jon’s thoughtfulness and care-taking. Having people who care about you and support you through your illness helps you heal faster physically and emotionally. I thank God for the friends and family I have in my life. I hope to not ever take these things for granted so easily.
